Scholarships are something I never thought would be within my grasp at any point in my life. But like always, I was completely wrong about that opinion on myself. Literally just this morning I opened up my mailbox only to find a letter from my favorite college giving me a full scholarship to their school! Granite I am a good student and have great grades, this is something I never saw coming. Call it low self-esteem or whatever you want, but I just couldnt believe that a school chose me to be a student and are willing to pay full tuition for me to enroll in whatever program I want! The thought of all of this is completely overwhelming and I have no idea what type of emotion I am feeling right now. Happy, anxious, curious, all of the above? It is just to much to handle, but I will say that I am very proud of myself because I must have done something right if I got a full scholarship.
Now that I have it in my hands I get to finally browse through the course catalog and start preparing myself for my first semester in college. Already I have browsed the website and printed off my book/supply list as well as the student handbook. I am not sure I will read through that as it is pretty much common sense material. Since the list is printed out and I am in a highly motivated mood, I am probably going to bring my butt downtown to pick up the things I need. The only downside to shopping for school is that I am going to have to order my books online and wait for them in the mail. I am very impatient and I would rather just have everything all together at once rather than waiting for materials piece by piece. Maybe that is something college will teach me. Patience.
Honestly I am super excited to have a scholarship that will forever change my career outlook, I just cant help but feel a little overwhelmed at the moment. I feel like everything is coming at me so quickly and I am juggling as fast as I can. I feel like I should call the school up just to have a little reassurance with everything. Even a see you in the fall would be good enough for me at this point in time. Even though I got the paperwork in front of me it still seems unreal, so I just need to hear the words come directly from someones mouth and not just written on paper.